Day 8 - Your Favourite Internet Friend

For me, she's not just an internet friend, she's not just a friend either. She's a person who I can turn into -- ups, downs, in whatever spot of my roller coaster life. Hello, Owrie! It has been 3 years and I never had that reticent moment with you. We share secrets and nothing else in the world can deny that you are one of my best friggin', hot, smokin' friend.

I will always be here, Beb. Thanks for the friendship and everything. I miss you! :*

Love,
Beb.

Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend, love, crush

I totally forgot that I entered this challenge! But this is a good comeback. :)
Ex-lover? I can't really tell if he's an ex. I can't make it sure to myself that I don't feel anything for him and neither can I confirm that I have moved from it. Just to be sure for this post though, I think what I'm feeling is nothing. Well, not nothing at all. I feel plain and fine. I'm not into that stuff but in case something gets back, then maybe I'll feel it again (or he will). But yea, I'm going to write about that person. I'll call him Kay.

Hi, Kay! I miss you and I miss you a lot. I blogged about you last time, have you seen it? Yea, you haven't but that's okay. But for the record, not a single neither a thousand even a million blog posts can express how much I am deeply under your spell and not even a single word can explain how much grief I feel for myself, for not giving us a chance. It was a mistake I would never ever ever forget and will always regret. I love you seems to be a cliché but I don't care, I love you.
Damn, have I been showing superb drama here?

I wish some time, maybe if we were really meant together, you will and fate will find our way. I don't wanna talk about the "if not"bit. I don't know how to approach you, I don't know how to talk to you anymore. But if it's really not for us, I'll be happy for you. I miss you. I miss the before. I miss us. I'll miss you. Let destiny hold this for us. BUT I'LL PRAY.

'Til here, AAA. ☺

Day 6 - A stranger

I like talking to strangers (but only if they're within my age).

Hi Stranger! I hope we could meet soon, know each other and talk. :) I can't wait for that day. Nothing I can say, really 'cause I'm a stranger to you as well. :)

Day 5 - Your Siblings

Ohhh. This was the one that I missed.

To the younger peoooopzzzz,

I LOVE YOU, first and foremost. Ate always will. We fight because of simple things, we laugh at stupid stuff, we make funny faces, guess what? That's what we're binding us, the happiness, love and everything.

I really wish you two could achieve whatever you want to be in life. I will support you no matter what. I will try my hardest to protect you.

Love,
Ate.

Day 4- Your Dreams

What a nice day to write something about this!

I'm working so hard to have you, you know that. Whatever it takes, I will never surrender into reaching all of you.
I'm sorry if I waste most of the time doing something else instead if giving it into the thing I need to do to achieve you.

We'll meet soon.

Day 3 - Your Parents

Ma and Pa,
Thank you! Sorry!

I'm sorry. I'm stubborn, I can't be contented, I'm a pain. Sorry for not listening to you. Sorry for not being able to just follow and realize that you, my parents know what is better for me. I'm sorry for being all of these.


I know I've been an insurgent daughter and a miserable person towards you. But after all, you had and have always been there for me. Thank you for not letting me down and accepting me even though I've been a terrible person throughout that span of time. Thank you for always understanding me, for letting me do what I thought would make me happy, for not making me feel like I'm still lucky to have you.


And to the fullest of my ability, I will change for you, for myself, that those mistakes were lessons and I am here, correcting them and going through life with those lessons.


I love you.


The eldest,
CJ ✌

Day 2 - Your Crush

Hi! :">
I know you won't get the chance to read this but just so you know, I admire you. I admire you not because you are good-looking or physically attractive but because I just think you have that aura that I was attracted to. Thank you for the short-term inspiration. Good luck with your life!

Day 1 - Your Best Friend

To my best friend, 

No his, no hellos, I miss you.

It's been a long time since we last met. I wonder what changes happened to you. I've missed you.
I hate how we only got the chance to meet once when we had actually been apart for four years. It sucks, you know.
Soon, you're gonna be graduate, a registered nurse and I am very excited for you. No matter what lies ahead, no matter how down or grateful you'll be in the future, I'll be here, always be here.

You're the only one that I have when everyone else run away and seek their own best friends or do stuff within themselves. You're the only one that I have when I thought I had no one. Thank you. And thank you for not letting others take part of my place as your best. Thank you for making me feel so welcomed in your family and to everyone else who's important to you.

I really wish we could be together, see each other everyday, hang out probably. I need you.

I could never say anything more but I love you and you will always be that one person who even though have overshadowed by time, place and any physical impediments, will always be my best friend.

Love,
Your best friend.

30-day Letter Challenge

My tumblr followers (I'm not famous, just a blogger) that I'm really bad at doing challenges. I tend to miss a day or just stop doing it. But now, I really and shall do this one. (Hehehe. Hope I can!)

To…..

I know you won’t get the chance to read but just so you know, I  wish I didn’t turn you down before.

Siguro ‘yung preamble na lang muna ang English ngayon.

Minsan, actually madalas kong naiisip na pinagsisihan ko na hindi ka/tayo napagbigyan ng pagkakataon. Na dapat pala ganito, ganyan e’di sana ganito na tayo (eh sabi mo nga, 2 years na sana). Ano nga kaya no?

Minsan parang nauuntog na lang ako dun sa mga maling desisyon na nagawa ko dati pero sabi nga nila, walang dapat pagsisihan sa nakaraan. Tama nga naman. Pero hindi ko pa rin talaga maiwasan na isiping ang tanga tanga ko lang.

Masaya sana ako ngayon at hindi nagboblog ng ganito kung inisip ko ‘yung dapat ginawa ko noon.

Napapasaya mo ako eh. Oo, hindi ikaw ‘yung perpekto, gwapo at kung anu ano pero the way na napapangiti mo ako, ayun lang eh, ang saya ko na. :) Ayun naman talaga ‘yung parang pinaka turn on sa’kin eh. :) Ano pa ba? Caring, kahit medyo isip bata, oks na.

Una, gusto kong mag thank you kasi kahit medyo sad ending ang labas natin, hindi ka nagbago sa’kin! Nalulungkot lang ako na parang kapag nag-uusap tayo, hindi ka ‘yung ganun kainteresado tulad ng dati pero hindi kita masisisi, ano bang magagawa ko? Hindi rin naman ako magbabago sa’yo eh. Kung pwede lang na maghintayan tayo eh, bakit hindi? Eh kaso, magiging mahirap sa lagay mo eh at ayoko naman nung parang wala kang kalayaan kasi naghihintay ka. At thanks kasi kahit papaano, napapansin mo pa naman ako.

Sorry naman sa lahat. Sorry kasi ayun nga, mali ‘yung ginawa ko dati, na parang iniwan kita sa ere, na parang napaasa kita. Lahat ‘yun, pinagsisisihan ko. :( Pero wala naman akong magagawa eh, ang pwede ko na lang magawa eh ang maging masaya para sa’yo. Pero kung sakaling mabigyan ulit tayo ng chance, hinding hindi ko na sasayangin ‘yun.  HINDING HINDI.

Natutuwa ako kasi kahit ang layo ko, andun pa rin ‘yung nasasabi mo at nasasabi ko na miss na natin ang isa’t isa, ganyan ganyan. Pero nakakalungkot din kasi alam natin pareho nakakahinayang ‘yung dati.

Hindi ko naman alam kung matutuwa ba ako o malulungkot kapag nagkakausap tayo nung tungkol sa’tin kasi hindi ko sure kung biro ba ‘yun o totoo. Sana totoo. Pero basta, ang alam ko, kinikilig ako kasi hindi mo ako kinakalimutang pakiligin. :”> ‘Yung mga simpleng “sana andito ka” o kaya, “malapit lang ‘yung school mo sa school ko, sayang”, eh nakakakilig na.

Hindi lang siguro eto ‘yung post tungkol sa’yo. Marami pa. :(

Haaaay. Pero sabi nga nila, if it’s meant to be, it’s gonna happen. Kung meant to be talaga ang dalawang tao para sa isa’t isa, hanggang sa huli, sila pa rin. SANA. SANA TALAGA.

Namimiss na kita, miss na miss. ☹