Aspire!

It has been a long day. Well, it's actually not but it seems to be. I was just taking a break from doing my school stuff. And I'm pretty sure, it will be a pretty long night. It always is, by the way and to be honest.

I was walking with two of my friends a while ago and we were just talking about our future, our dreams, what do we want for our kids (though I don't want to be married for now neither on the future but we'll see) and just mainly about the future. One said, he doesn't want himself to just be something. And he doesn't want his kids to just be someone who took apprenticeship or something below that. No one wants to. I was just wondering, why do people settle for something for an "Yeah, I'll be alright with working full time on the department store." NO. Is it laziness? Is it because they don't believe themseleves? Or is that because striving hard is just too hard? I don't know but all I know is that, I'm challenged. I'm challenged, I'm having a hard time but I'm striving hard, very hard not to mention. Why? Not only for the reason that I want to be a professional or I want to be known as "The Tine" but because I want to prove to myself that I conquered the whole bloody 4 or maybe 5 years OH NO, 16 years in total and it's all paying. I'M STRONG. I WILL BE.

Not enough

Another rant. I have loads of schoolwork and other things to stress about. Saying that, I just thought: you don't wanna work hard, might as well do a course with a simple requirement. Yes, I'm seeing myself even further. that I don't really need a job that I will only fail because of my laziness. It's annoying. My actions annoy me but what can I do? I tried to change, many times and still, I'm stuck on this.

From Exam

Meeeeeeh. I, with the other hundreds of students did the test I've been talking about before. Sad 'cause I know I won't be able to use it and sad that I'm gonna fail. (Yes, a real pessimist here). I was suppose to take a photo of what I wore but I already removed my shoes as I stepped inside the house. Mehehehe. And with that saying, this is now my official, very updated blog (Does that connect? HAHA).

Today? Did the test. UQ is really an awesome school. From the buildings to the people and the whole thing, I can tell, that's the uni I wanna go (and hopefully will).
Okay, so I think I did this exam for the experience. So far, I'm pretty okay with the course preference but I'm still having a bit of a hesitation to some of them.

That's it for the moment. Ohhh, I still need to do the challenge!

Almost a "break"

Hopping on my blog to update it whilst waiting the clock to strike 5:00.

Yaaay. It's almost the end of the weekend. No. Actually, I can't consider this as a "weekend" but I've treated it as a weekend! (If that makes sense?) So here's the thing: I'm suppose to do schoolworks but I end up going almost nowhere and finishing almost nothing. This Physics Assessment is quite killing me. I hate how I am so lazy for everything most especially for studying something by myself (so I wish our teacher would realize how hard it is to do an assessment piece that is barely actually, NOT TAUGHT to us Physics student). But I have no choice but do this. And the aftermath of that choice is something good, something I can prove and brag about to myself. I'm cool. I can do this. The writer of this post can kill that Physics because she's awesome. Yes, she surely is.

Indecisive Part 1

Aside from being unable to focally work on my school stuff, my future or should I say what will I be is bugging me at the moment.

I used to dream of only one thing: to be a journalist, a broadcaster or anything in media. From the beginning 'til the end of my HS, I've dreamt of being there. But things change and my dreams changed, too. I want to be a doctor. But some part of me speaks for my old dream. What shall I do? It may sound like but it doesn't look like a heart-vs.-head matter. It's more of a heart-vs.-heart, brain-vs.-brain stuff. Was the double degree created because of this dilemma? Was it really? I wish my mind could work on this very soon. The odd part of this problem is I'm way too excited for this application.

Explore Uni Day At QUT (July 12, 2012)

Forgot to update yesterday 'cause I was really tired - bed then slept straightaway. How's that? :)

So yesterday, we went to QUT for their 'Explore Uni' event. Luckily, I was one who had the chance to go!

From there, I could tell, QUT is a fun place to be for students. I love their accommodating staff and students, the facilities and of course, the freebies! (I haven't tried UQ though. Hihi)

Until now, I still have the what-course-to-take at Uni dilemma but just yesterday, I think I was further enlightened of what I want to do. (But then again, I have to see how it is in UQ. But let's talk about QUT for the moment.)

The course that I most likely want to go in is at QUT and somehow, I take the 'what-I-really-want-to-do' thing into consideration when thinking of what course I should go into. Also, I can study another language there. Yaaay, how exciting! I've always wanted to learn another language (most likely French). But yea, I have a month to decide and 3 months to be able to make it into the course I think I want!

These are the freebies! (the thing I really like about going to Universities.)

This one's really cool. It's a mini notebook.

 And inside.. TAAA-DAAA! Colorful mini doodles!

The booklet of the three departments I wanna go into.

Free tumbler and of course, a bag.

At the end, they gave us a certificate of attendance. Yahoo!

I've learned a lot of things: of what is Uni like and the things that I need to accomplish. I guess, this will serve as a good start for the semester!